if you're so very entertaining, you ask

i don't know who you are. you look a lot like that other person with the mullet, a bit like the most excellent person i've met and roughly a million other people. when you're bored and sleep-deprived you look exactly the same, except more interesting. not that i'm looking. i am keeping time, though, just to remind myself time is still a thing. i can pick out your voice in a crowd but so could most people, really. i'd like to have a heart-to-heart with you, i think, about the feeling we get when someone asks us to repeat a mumbled aside. i tell myself it doesn't matter, who you are. duty, honor, country. god. having more friends who are girls than is considered cool. out of anxiety, charm; also see: a vague slipperiness.

i mean, if this was the way i think about things, which it's not. nuh-uh.

this is how you spell

i memorized some iron bars today! i'm trying to stay awake! and alive. but mostly awake. i need to wait. wait without sleep, for sleep would be sleep of the wrong thing. there is yet food, but the food and the sleep and the whatever are all in the waiting. wait without thought, for thinking is horrible; so dull science fiction will become fascinating and also other good things. until it goes away.

light.

i just ran out of things to do

prayer is better than sleep
biggest cup in the universe

how much to go now now now how much now

it's on a whim, it's on a dare

and if anything's wrong, well

my perception of reality is shot to hell part 31568 in a series

i like talking and i've got no one to talk to i'd rather be talking so do fucking excuse me if i ask you some s

except it's not like that it's not like that at all

"no sorry, i only trust people who can't look me in the eye"

stonewalling the light fantastic

help, everybody here is me

i should be floating but i'm

donjon is a word, who knew?

hotel lambert is actually one of my favourite buildings in the world and i know i sound like a total wanker when i say these things but anyway i had no idea i saw it i thought it was just a building with normal people living in it i watched a handsome guy struggle to park his car in front of it
oh and i read a boring biography of the marquise de chatelet back when i read things like that

i'm fine with that but that's because i thought about it and decided i'd be being unfair if i wasn't but i wasn't, at first

adevntures in real time

meanwhile in the old world

where: a monastery from the first century
what: an oil lamp from the other first century decorated with figures engaging in teh buttsecks.

where: on a beach in cyprus tucked in the pages of a novel from the nineteenth century
what: a touche sprayed with mitsouko

like new

i'm in a bus in the mediterranean sea looking out the window there's disconcertingly little vegetation i put on deerhunter just to be contrary i fall asleep slightly possibly

adventures in small talk

hey i'm watching the RB la fille dvd can we talk about how steven mcrae steals the show as the pony bringer inner

we're together please excuse us

things i won't feign an interest in

1. cars

no that's pretty much it

chandler burr is coming to istanbul

TO DO WHAT EXACTLY AND WHEN there's no way to find out because we're living in the future and whitespace ate all the information

meh, artsy people. i am one of you except i hate being in large rooms with people i don't know with nothing to do and what then

let's hope it's a talk and it goes something something BIG CORPORATIONS something something something A FEW BIG CORPORATIONS something REALLY FEW NO SMALL VERY BIG

or is that just his sell books to clueless americans routine

yes, but is it televised?

i was watching poto at the rah earlier which is really modern unintentionally funny and sergei polunin what

i won't sit here quoting things out of respect to everyone who actually

but i am thinking about it, i'll let you know

the whys and wherefores

over there the other night

this is the important bit remember this

q. why is this socially acceptable?
a. it isn't.

team ashton

(hey there ROYAL HALI hi is nothing sacred)

so that's how you pronounce les noces(a most perfect thing).

hour follows hour follows hour

et qu’y a-t-il de plus grand?

a letter concerning toleration

should i use my limited reserves of willpower to

a. not say this thing i want to say

b. do this thing i should do

in the middle, somewhat elevated

oogleg reader
biological passport
zombie pixels
niche perfumery
george blagden
that insipid jazz sequence

rhythm & blues

before i'm not a teenage girl anymore

such a waste of perfectly good nipple rings

whatever you do, just don't be an awful person. i keep telling myself

biggest regret: never having said "a funny thing happened on the way to the forum"

confidential to m:

--the ice cream, it looked like this representation of a penis i saw once in an educational children's book, except in red & two shades of green? i think you should take me out sometime, we should take back the ice cream, compare acting careers. or you could tell me what happened. or you could tell me anything at all. i'm here where they put me. my story, i'm sticking to it.

life is- dare i say it?

mezzo keeps it topical: last week it was filin, this week lunkina+tsiskaridze. say what you want about the man, he's absolutely mesmerizing on stage. his legs!

and now mariuszkwiecien is singing onegin and i understand all the french i need and

things that exist in louisville

a mac warehouse
cyclocross

eta flooding