là fra le nubi d'or!

hahahaha oh my god


sketch in h&e

here is my body, and here is my body on a bus.

there's the thread unbroken.

i've got my hard-earned wisdom with me, this time. i'm full of encouragement. 

you think i'm humoring you, and i am. it's my compliment to you, and you deserve compliments.
i tell you i miss you because it's true, and i can say it,
and have it be this bright, clean thing between us. anyone would have missed you.

(you tell me, but not in these words, that you prefer having a connection before you disobey your god out of misguided intellectualism. i wonder if you'd hightail it to the shower afterwards.)

i've got my body with me, this time. today i look like a little girl.

i'm not concerned; you've seen me before. (parenthesis here.)
but bodies aren't any good for planning, or even dreaming,
and caught here between metal and sweat i don't have it in me to dare you.

(\ something going down here \)

i know how this goes. against all odds 

i keep finding it again and again and finding it wanting